Monday, November 1, 2010

Why did i get a low grade in Cocurriculum?! Damn!

During the physics lesson, a student came and knocked the door. He asked us to go and see Mr. Bong in order confirm our grades. I feel sad because I didn't get a grade as high as my friends. I only got 7.70 which is not high enough to apply for good courses or good universities. On the other hand, my fellow friends got grade A and their marks are equal to or above 8.00. I felt kind a sad and regret because I am resposible for the low marks. I didn't involve myself in the sport activities that I am good at like basketball, SUKMA sukarelawan or Taekwando. That's my fault. Besides, I also can not deny that there are some destinied factors like I am being elected as the captain of blue house and so on. However, I am sad because I didn't think well and did what I could.

There are 21 days left for STPM. I'll do what I can so as to pass STPM with flying colours. I'll work hard with my friends in doing revisions and exercises for the coming STPM. Furthermore, I'll keep fit and healthy by doing exersises like jogging.

In order to have a better future, I will take the chance to go to NZ to look around and get to know my brother whether NZ is a suitable place for me to live, study and work.

Last but not least, I'll cherish every moments being with friends and family and I think that humour is the best and most important charasteristics for a man who wanna to achieve success and live a happy life.

Gambateh^^

Friday, September 24, 2010

Enough. Time to work hard!!!^^

I have had enough break.

I should start revising and working hard because STPM is just around the corner.

Gambateh^^

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

After a few days of visiting

After a few days of visiting development company and new houses, I think that in order to survive and gain success in life. I must first acquire my professional skills, good communication skill especially English, good altitude, good leadership and to manage our money well.

Haha

I am working hard and I have faith in myself

hahaha

Monday, September 20, 2010

Simple and straight to the point

After having the Chemistry examination, I went to the TEOBRO development company with my brother and father. We asked for details and then went and visit the sample houses that have been built. I visited two sample houses and the price is a vast difference---nearly RM 100000.00 just because of the extra land.

I think that my family is not afford to buy that house with RM 200++K. We just need a house with enough rooms and facilities. However, we have to do a little decorations and choosing the furniture that is campatible with the colour of the house in order to make the atmosphere of the house more lively. Hopefully the house is also strategically situated to avoid the exposure of sunlight or to go to the capital within a short moment. I personally think that the salience characterictics of a house is comfort and safety so that we can carry out our activities in a condusive environment.

I decided to opt for a better house by listening to the opinions of my parents and brother after the trial. I think it is good to buy a house because it is a good investment to my brothers and my family can live in a better environment. It's a win-win situation.

For a poor family, everything must be simple(but powerful la. hahaha) and staraight to the point physically to avoid the excess waste of money. However, we can have dream and get a much better achievement and live our lives to fullest compared to those who were born in rich family.

Although my family is extremely in the red due to many factors, I can pursue my dream and enjoy my life to fullest.^^

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Being an ordinary people can also be very respectful

As usual, after attending the Mathematics tuition, I went to the library at Jonker Walk to study for my trial examination. I saw a uncle who was not properly attired and sneezing or making lots of noise. Furthermore, he smoked in the toilet too. What an irresponsible library user. I thought that he was an abandoned and bad tempered old man. Hence, I didn't talk to him. However, he was reading many English books. I thought that he is well educated and knowledgeable. As the saying goes" We can not judge a book by its cover", from his behavior and attire. It's hard to convince me to respect thia man. Suddenly, the librarian who is a stammer came and asked him take care of his behavior. I was inprired by her. Although she is not pretty and is a stammer, she did her job well and take a good care of the studying atmosphere of the library. I respect her.

^^

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I had a wondeful break with my friends^^

Today is the first day of trial examination. I did my best in the PA 1 and PA 2 and I think that that's the best I can do. Hopefully I'll get a good result.

When I got home, I felt tired and stressful and I needed to rest and relax I thought. I called my bosom friend to ask him to swim but he could not go because he had to go back to Muar with his girlfriend. To me, I think that his life is so burdensome and yet he has to take care of his girlfriend at the same time. Fortunately, I think I have made a good decision that I concentrated on my study so that I can get a good prospect job and a brighter future. It is the time I need to work superly hard and do my best in the field that I am good at like academic and sports.

My dream is to achieve financial freedom before the age of 33. I wish that I can own a strategically located and comfortable house, my car and a lovely wonderful family. Hence, I have got to pass STPM with flying colour.

Luckily, I have lots of friends. Now only I realise the advantage of having lots of friends. When one is not available, I can ask another one and I can have a good time too. However, friends can be made up of different background, interests and so on but they must be the people with high virtue so that I will not involved myself in evil stuff and making my family worried.

I went to play basketball with friends and I met some new friends too. The basketballers are usually more cheerful and sporting. I enjoyed the time being with them. Moreover, I played quite well and I won in most of the games. What a wonderful night!!! hahaha

Later, I left the basketball court and went to the Mamal stall opposite Yok Bin to have supper with friends. The atmosphere is so relaxing and we were talking and laughing.

I love this kind of healthy life. ^^

That's all for sharing.

Thanks.

Mood: I felt great^^

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Haiz

Recently my father was babbling. He made the atmosphere of the home disharmony and I felt that this was not a lovely and sweet home anymore. He doesn't know that whis type of altitude is actually ruining the harmony and happiness of this family.He should learn to be more humorous and optimistic so that he can make the atmosphere of the home more lively although we are poor. Hence, poverty is not the problem whereas altitude is the root of poverty. Besides, I also wanna take a pity on the girls who are prone to marry a rich guy rather than a humorous,healthy and cheerful guy. Hahaha

I know his situation. He is actually frustrated because all his money has been taken and he wishes to get all his money back by winning lottery. Hence, he used most of his income on buying lotteries and gambling. Haiz, I think he should start saving money to improve that standard of living and for emergency use instead.

I hate the self-centred brother. He used up all the money without pondering over the family and my future. Damn him!!!!

Fortunately, my secong and third brothers are truing hard to help the family. Hence, I should give them support by giving commitment like taking care the family,studying hard and acquring the necessary skills to get a good prospect job in the future.

For instances, filling the toilet water, paying bills, joining Toastmaster and so on.

That's all I can do. Haha

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Trial and STPM are around the corner!!!

What I am going to do until I finish the examinations
  1. Revision for the all chapters
  2. Doing Past Year questions
  3. Attending tuitions
  4. Practise a balanced diet
  5. Some excercises

Be focus. Do not think of smthing else.

DAMN!!!I HATE YOU!!!

Friday, September 3, 2010

Damn!!!

After a long day of schooling, attending tuition and studying. I could take a break at last. I went to watch a film and later have a drink and little talk with friends. To me, I didn't really enjoy the outing because we are from different background and money is the main cause that made me upset. That's not the fault of my friends and it's just that I didn't situate myself at the right position. Besides, the dishonest of my friends also made me feel sick. I couldn't imagine how evil the people are when I go out and work in the future.

Currently, my job is to study hard in order to be a knowledgeable and wise person who can contribute and bring happiness to this society. Hence, I'll be able to make big money to create a better living environment for my family.

Hence, my job is simple. That's to study hard, practise a healthy lifestyle and maintain the strong family bond with my family.^^

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

A big dissapointment from Dad

As I grow older, I become more mature and I am able to think, analyse and do the best decision for myself. From my observation, from the day he graduated from university, he has been exploiting the family members and the money of this family.

He is extremely selfish. What he did is only for his own good. He doesn't care or give a damn for his family members. Moreover, he has never appreciated what the family has done for him. However, my family members haven't given him up and still care for him. Perhaps my parents still have faith in him that he'll be able to earn lots of money and bring happiness to this home.

In my opinion, I don't like my dad the way he treats four of his sons. I can see that he loves the eldest the most.To be honest, I am not jealous of him but Dad should treat four of us the same financially. For instances, I requested to buy a camera for this family so that we can snap nice photos during outings or I can use it for friends gathering, travelling and so on. Having a camera will bring happiness to our family. However, my dad didn't like my idea and instead he phoned him immediately and asked him whether he needs a camera or not. This is extremely unfair. He has graduated from university for almost 7 years and he should be able to buy a camera and not relying on this family. Fuck!!!!Dad is a moron.

He should go and learn how to manage his money. He has lent all his savings to him and he is in the red. As a leader of this family, he should think of the ways for monthly home expenditure, my further education fee, his retirement money and so on. He shouldn't use most of his income on cigarettes and lottery. On the other way, he has to reduce smoking and stop buying lottery. He should start doing savings and use his income wisely on upgrating the quality of living of our family. For examples, he can work with my brothers on buying a strategically situated house so that we can have a comfortable place to live and performe our daily tasks. Besides, he should build up some healthy interests like jogging, reading and so on. Moreover, he has to take care of his personal hygience too.

Haha. My requests for my father is too much. Hence, my request is simple. I just wanna my dad to treat four of us the same and should appreciate the people who is really nice and take a good care of him instead of someone who has been exploiting him and the family. I can see the importance of education from my Dad. Thus, I will do my best in my STPM and university life.
Blogging won't help but I'll seek the chance to tell them my opinions politely.

My strengths are study and sports. I'll use my strengths and live my life to fullest. I think what I should do right now is to pass STPM with flying colours. Besides, I like the passion of my brothers on the job they are pursuing. Hopefully, I can find a career that can give me passion like my brothers. Furthermore, I have to continue doing savings for my emergency use.^^

That's all
^^

Monday, August 16, 2010

I have something to share

The trial examination is around the corner. Everybody is busy studying and preparing for the examination. Besides, we are having a few tests weakly. We have no choice but to study as hard as possible. In order to have a good prospect job and a brighter future, I'll do my very best to achieve good grades.

However, I did the physics test badly and I felt awful when I refered to the reference book. I swear I am going to do much better on the coming Thursday. First, I 'll have to photostate Jie Ying's notes so that I have an organised materials to study. Mine is just terrible.

I have a new study plan. Besides studying for Physics tests weakly, I'll have to do the past year Mathematics papers until it finishes. At the same time, I have to study for Physical chemistry that is coming in 2 weaks' time.I think I did well in the discussion group that was carried during the PA lesson. My group was the first to complete the tasks. Haha. Perhaps I have got a good communication skill and intepersonal skill.

I think I should not rush when studying. I should focus and try to understand what is written in the notes steadily so that I have the time to digest the concepts and notes. Otherwise, I'll be blur and can not focus. In my opinion, I was rushing because I wanna complete stuying and finishing all the exercises before the trial. But I hink it is not going to work in this way. I'll have to have plenty of times, concentration, approachable friends and a condusive environment for me to study.

Talking about having a relationship, I think I should be with the one whom I feel comfortable and happy with. That's the top priority in choosing a girlfriend I think.

That's for sharing.
I have got to do Maths. ^^

Sunday, August 8, 2010

It's time to blog^^

It's been a week since my last blog.
I have lots to comment for the whole week.
First, I wpuld like to talk about my study. I had three tests which are Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics. I think I have done my best. I was happy with my Physics results. I got excellent. Hoever, I am going to work extra hard for other subjects. I wanna do my best so that I'll leave no regrets in life. Hahaha.

Although Form 6 is a tough path and it requires a lot of effort and hard work, my life is enhanced by true friends. They are always there to fight with me in the journey of getting a brilliant results in STPM. We study together, we help each other, we laugh together, we learn from each other and we have fun together. I'll cherish and appreciate my friends and I hope our friendship will last forever.

Furthermore, I would like to talk about keeping fit and healthy. As the saying goes" A man's meat is another man's poison". Sometimes I lose and sometimes I win. The triumph is always affected by a few factors-tiredness, strategies , skills and cheats. Moreover, teamates will also decide whether u r going to have a enjoyable game or not. Some of them are selfish. They wanna score all the points. Some are cunning, they always try to cheat by calling for fouls and foing the fouls.Some don't have faith in their teamates and don't let them to try. What they do is actually for their triumph and self pleasure. I can see and imagine how the society is like by observing their behaviours. However, I think the best countermeaure I can do is to make friends with those who have faith and trying to help me. Play with them in a team and u must be confident. Besides, I think I didn't play well because I was tired. I was told and encouraged to take part in modelling contest. I think that's a good experience for me but I must have the time.

To me, the biggest challenge for me is poverty. This is the task given by the God because He wanna train me to be a wholesome man. I have to think and work hard to overcome this challenge given by the God.To me, I think I should work hard and do well in academic and choose the course I like and do it with my heart and soul. Besides, the most important in haveing a great life is doing excersices and practising a healthy and balance diet. I will also need to strengten my soft skills like public speaking and leadership. However, I am gifted too. The God give me a warm family and true friends who always there to support me. The God also gave me a good brain and a strong and tough body to conquer any obstacles in my life. Lastly, the best gift from the God is my personalities---humourous, optimistic and a strong heart.

Talking about my future, I have a plan of applying a Holiday Visa to NZ to travel around the country and work. I think it's great because it'll broden my horizon,strengten my confident and might change my destiny. But I am worried about my self safety and the environment there. I know it is going to be tough and I am not sure whether I am tough enough.However, I am going to gather more information by surfing, reading and asking right people.

That's all. I am going to work hard. Physics chapter 3 and 4 and an excersice are awaiting before I go to bed. Gambateh!!!:)

Be humorous, confident and have faith in urself.

^^

Thursday, July 29, 2010

I prefer this way for this moment

Hahaha
I think that many of my friends at this age are keen on having a relationship. They enjoy being together like going for a movie, dinner, library and so on. The initimate feeling when being with opposite sex is great. Besides, the feeling of caring for each other will make the couple happy too. Moreover, they also can show off to their friends that they have got a handsome bfriend or gorgeous gfriend or how capable they are.

However, there are disadvantages too in having a bad relationship especially for students who are in the pursuit of brilliant results, good prospect job and a brighter future. Having a relationship requires time, money and the responsibility to take care of each other. I actually saw some cases that they ruined their school life on having a relationship and ended up working and being paid at low salary. I do not want that kind of life. I want to succeed in my life and enjoy doing what I like.

Hence, I prefer making friends and talking to my classmates. I enjoy talking to pretty girls but I do not plan to start a relationship. For this moment, I just wanna concentrate on my study and keep fit. Therefore, I will enjoy my school life to fullest by doing well in STPM, making friends with my classmates, playing basketball and having a healthy social life.

That's all for today.
Good night
^^

Sunday, July 25, 2010

My family and sweet memory streghten my faith

My dad is so genorous. He treated us to Bak Ku Teh as our dinner. I had a great time with my family. When I am with them, I feel warm and being cared. Besides, they have faith in me too. They believe that I am gonna live a happy life and succeed in life by taking my own path. Usually, they don't really quetion me a lot. They just always show their concerns to me and always be there to support me on every decisions I made. They have no doubt and just give me their full support. Hence, I think I should have great faith in myself too. I must be confident but not overconfident. Haha. I must grateful because my parents and family are the most precious gifts from the God. Thanks! God.

Besides, I accidentally click on the folder containing some of the previous year pictures. I realised that I actually learned, did, experienced and grew a lot within a year.I am happy with that.Furthermore, I also found out many of my strenghts that I didn't realise that time. Hahaha, I should have used my strenghts beneficially. It's just so nolstagic looking at the old photos. Life is actually made up of happiness and sorrow. What I need to do is just to think positively and live my life to fullest everyday. That 'll make no regrets for sure.

Well then. I am gonna pass STPM with flying colours.
Hence, I am studying with my heart and soul. Perhaps this journey of studying can be fun and interesting while I am moving on.

Chun Fatt
25/7/2010
:)

Friday, July 16, 2010

Today is a Happy Day!!!

Oh yeah!
Today is awesome.
I scored the second highest in the last Physics test. I was delighted when I got the paper. My hardwork paid at last.

After that, I went to Seri Kota to help the cheerleading team members to take photographs. I had a great and fun time there. I think that my cheerleading team is the most successful team even though they didn't win in the competition. Because I can see the spirit of the team is high and the members are closely bonded. I am happy with that.

Later, I didn't have tuition in the evening. Hence, I went to school to play basketball. I played 6 games and I won the first 5 games. Well. That's really encouraging. Basketball helps me to build my body, maintain healthy, make friends and lastly build my leadership. I really had a great time with my teamates.

That's not the end yet. I am going out with my friends and I think I am going to have a great time too. I wanna to share my story and listen to their story. I wanna understand them better. Besides, I'll use my humour to make that a fantastic outing.

Hardwork will pay. I believe that. Hence, I am going to work much harder in order to pass STPM with flying colours. Gambateh. physics and organic chemistry are awaiting me in the following weeks. Besides, I wanna revise my Mathematics T too.

Work hard. Chun Fatt.
All the best.

Mood: I am feeling great.^^
wahahaha

Sunday, July 11, 2010

The sports day is all over!!! ^^

Well.
The sports day ended in the afternoon.
I am glad that I can finally concentrate on my study.
I think I will be studying hard for the next few months until the STPM is over.

However, I had a nice outing with my blue house teamates. We had lots of fun and actually we wanted to express our anger amongst us. Everyone was unhappy with the cheerleading competition results. It wasn't fair.

While having lunch with them, I had doubts and I asked for their opinions about the ways I organised the team and distributing the jobs. Luckily, I received lots of contructive and positive feedbacks.

As a captain, I prefer distributing all the tasks to all my teamates so that we will work as a team and not as a group. I want them to learn how to organize their tasks and forming a team to perform all the tasks. Besides, the team belonged to every commitee members and they should involve and express their ideas. Therefore, they will carry out their task with heart and soul. In this way, I think they benefitted a lot and they'll have a good memory for their Form 6 life for what they have achieved.

On the other hand, the other captains were in charge in most of the activities and competitions. Although they did the job quite well, they were exhausted and their teamates gained the least compared to my commitee members.

To conclude, I like my way of leading and I think my teamates liked it and benefitted a lot. However, I think I should be more organized(name lists), think crictically and be more responsible in organizing a team.

Furthermore, I got to know a few cheerful, talkative and pretty friends and I'll cherish this friendship.

Lastly, it's time for me to fight for my STPM until the last day of STPM.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Preparation for Sukan 2010

Recently, I was busy with the school grand sports day. I have got to make sure every athletes have got their schedules, pembarisan, cheerleading, shopping for spikes and so on.

Although it is really time-consuming, I gained lots of precious and beneficial experience and knowledge. For instances, I was scolded by teachers a few weeks ago for not putting the sports equipment into the stor. However, it wasn't my fault and I just kept quiet.

Suprisingly, I met PJ teacher last day and he said he didn't have faith in me for organising a team or performing a task. I wondered and I asked him the reason.

He blamed me for not storing the equipments. OMG. I was mad and I quickly explained to him. However, I think it was late. Other PJ teachers doesn't seem having faith in me too and I lost their trust. I was sad. Hence, when this happens to me again I'll definitely voice out for myself first.

In addition, I started to put more effort in the training and organising of the blue team. I wanna do my best so that blue house will be the champion this year. I like my blue house because they are united and they always work as a team. I think this is the spirit of the blue house. There are 4 days left and I'll do my very best.

Lastly, I was watching the cheerleading team practising in the evening with Miss Lim, Tun Ren and Jun Ming. That's a delightful evening. I was enjoying the blowing wind and talking to Miss Lim. I talked about the cheerleaders, future, gossip and a lot more. It was fun. Besides, I realized that the power of humour. With that power, I can achieve what I have hoping for so long.
Hahaha

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I was defeated in the final.




At noon, when I was playing basketball at school.


Bip bip


My phone rung and I received a sms from my primary school teamate.


He was asking me to take part in 3 on 3 basketball competition.


Without further considering about it, I straight away agreed and went to St.David.


To me, I thought that that was a mini game and I'll definitely be the champion.


When I reached there, I saw lots of my friends there and they said that I was a bully and I would be the champion.


Yeah.


Everything went smoothly. I won three games and I successfully made myself into the final. I was overconfident because my opponent was defeated by my team in the previous match. I thought I was going to win the game.


Out of the blue, they changed their strategies, they strengthen their defense by letting 2 players guarding me. Moreover, I didn't take the rebounds too.


Hence, my team lost.


I think I have actually learned my lesson.


When I decided to do a thing or at any stages in my life, I have to make sure that I have tried and done my best. So I'll not leave any regrets in my life.




I had my dinner with my aunts and cousins. The atmosphere was warm and I had a great meals.


Haha, perhaps that was the best comfort given by the God after the game.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Disapointment!!!

Well
Today was kicked off with the blue house practice.
The first day was a bit kelam-kabut. However, I believe that it is going to get better and better.

It was really tiring and I slept for almost 2 hours after I got home.
Well. I studied a bit then only I went for basketball.

Damn
I met some friends there and they really pissed me off. I decided not to play with them anymore because they gave me damn destructive and negative feedback. I felt I even got insulted. To me, I have faith in my skills and I'll defeat them next time with my skills and my teamates. I wanna show them that they are not match to me. They are just big mouth who are jealous. Just wait and I'll prove u wrong.

Haha
Holidays just started.But they are not holidays to me because the holidays will only be filled with revision, tuitions, PA folio, Penang trip and blue house practice.

That's all for today and I have got to go to bed earlier.
haha