As I grow older, I become more mature and I am able to think, analyse and do the best decision for myself. From my observation, from the day he graduated from university, he has been exploiting the family members and the money of this family.
He is extremely selfish. What he did is only for his own good. He doesn't care or give a damn for his family members. Moreover, he has never appreciated what the family has done for him. However, my family members haven't given him up and still care for him. Perhaps my parents still have faith in him that he'll be able to earn lots of money and bring happiness to this home.
In my opinion, I don't like my dad the way he treats four of his sons. I can see that he loves the eldest the most.To be honest, I am not jealous of him but Dad should treat four of us the same financially. For instances, I requested to buy a camera for this family so that we can snap nice photos during outings or I can use it for friends gathering, travelling and so on. Having a camera will bring happiness to our family. However, my dad didn't like my idea and instead he phoned him immediately and asked him whether he needs a camera or not. This is extremely unfair. He has graduated from university for almost 7 years and he should be able to buy a camera and not relying on this family. Fuck!!!!Dad is a moron.
He should go and learn how to manage his money. He has lent all his savings to him and he is in the red. As a leader of this family, he should think of the ways for monthly home expenditure, my further education fee, his retirement money and so on. He shouldn't use most of his income on cigarettes and lottery. On the other way, he has to reduce smoking and stop buying lottery. He should start doing savings and use his income wisely on upgrating the quality of living of our family. For examples, he can work with my brothers on buying a strategically situated house so that we can have a comfortable place to live and performe our daily tasks. Besides, he should build up some healthy interests like jogging, reading and so on. Moreover, he has to take care of his personal hygience too.
Haha. My requests for my father is too much. Hence, my request is simple. I just wanna my dad to treat four of us the same and should appreciate the people who is really nice and take a good care of him instead of someone who has been exploiting him and the family. I can see the importance of education from my Dad. Thus, I will do my best in my STPM and university life.
Blogging won't help but I'll seek the chance to tell them my opinions politely.
My strengths are study and sports. I'll use my strengths and live my life to fullest. I think what I should do right now is to pass STPM with flying colours. Besides, I like the passion of my brothers on the job they are pursuing. Hopefully, I can find a career that can give me passion like my brothers. Furthermore, I have to continue doing savings for my emergency use.^^
That's all
^^
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
I have something to share
The trial examination is around the corner. Everybody is busy studying and preparing for the examination. Besides, we are having a few tests weakly. We have no choice but to study as hard as possible. In order to have a good prospect job and a brighter future, I'll do my very best to achieve good grades.
However, I did the physics test badly and I felt awful when I refered to the reference book. I swear I am going to do much better on the coming Thursday. First, I 'll have to photostate Jie Ying's notes so that I have an organised materials to study. Mine is just terrible.
I have a new study plan. Besides studying for Physics tests weakly, I'll have to do the past year Mathematics papers until it finishes. At the same time, I have to study for Physical chemistry that is coming in 2 weaks' time.I think I did well in the discussion group that was carried during the PA lesson. My group was the first to complete the tasks. Haha. Perhaps I have got a good communication skill and intepersonal skill.
I think I should not rush when studying. I should focus and try to understand what is written in the notes steadily so that I have the time to digest the concepts and notes. Otherwise, I'll be blur and can not focus. In my opinion, I was rushing because I wanna complete stuying and finishing all the exercises before the trial. But I hink it is not going to work in this way. I'll have to have plenty of times, concentration, approachable friends and a condusive environment for me to study.
Talking about having a relationship, I think I should be with the one whom I feel comfortable and happy with. That's the top priority in choosing a girlfriend I think.
That's for sharing.
I have got to do Maths. ^^
However, I did the physics test badly and I felt awful when I refered to the reference book. I swear I am going to do much better on the coming Thursday. First, I 'll have to photostate Jie Ying's notes so that I have an organised materials to study. Mine is just terrible.
I have a new study plan. Besides studying for Physics tests weakly, I'll have to do the past year Mathematics papers until it finishes. At the same time, I have to study for Physical chemistry that is coming in 2 weaks' time.I think I did well in the discussion group that was carried during the PA lesson. My group was the first to complete the tasks. Haha. Perhaps I have got a good communication skill and intepersonal skill.
I think I should not rush when studying. I should focus and try to understand what is written in the notes steadily so that I have the time to digest the concepts and notes. Otherwise, I'll be blur and can not focus. In my opinion, I was rushing because I wanna complete stuying and finishing all the exercises before the trial. But I hink it is not going to work in this way. I'll have to have plenty of times, concentration, approachable friends and a condusive environment for me to study.
Talking about having a relationship, I think I should be with the one whom I feel comfortable and happy with. That's the top priority in choosing a girlfriend I think.
That's for sharing.
I have got to do Maths. ^^
Sunday, August 8, 2010
It's time to blog^^
It's been a week since my last blog.
I have lots to comment for the whole week.
First, I wpuld like to talk about my study. I had three tests which are Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics. I think I have done my best. I was happy with my Physics results. I got excellent. Hoever, I am going to work extra hard for other subjects. I wanna do my best so that I'll leave no regrets in life. Hahaha.
Although Form 6 is a tough path and it requires a lot of effort and hard work, my life is enhanced by true friends. They are always there to fight with me in the journey of getting a brilliant results in STPM. We study together, we help each other, we laugh together, we learn from each other and we have fun together. I'll cherish and appreciate my friends and I hope our friendship will last forever.
Furthermore, I would like to talk about keeping fit and healthy. As the saying goes" A man's meat is another man's poison". Sometimes I lose and sometimes I win. The triumph is always affected by a few factors-tiredness, strategies , skills and cheats. Moreover, teamates will also decide whether u r going to have a enjoyable game or not. Some of them are selfish. They wanna score all the points. Some are cunning, they always try to cheat by calling for fouls and foing the fouls.Some don't have faith in their teamates and don't let them to try. What they do is actually for their triumph and self pleasure. I can see and imagine how the society is like by observing their behaviours. However, I think the best countermeaure I can do is to make friends with those who have faith and trying to help me. Play with them in a team and u must be confident. Besides, I think I didn't play well because I was tired. I was told and encouraged to take part in modelling contest. I think that's a good experience for me but I must have the time.
To me, the biggest challenge for me is poverty. This is the task given by the God because He wanna train me to be a wholesome man. I have to think and work hard to overcome this challenge given by the God.To me, I think I should work hard and do well in academic and choose the course I like and do it with my heart and soul. Besides, the most important in haveing a great life is doing excersices and practising a healthy and balance diet. I will also need to strengten my soft skills like public speaking and leadership. However, I am gifted too. The God give me a warm family and true friends who always there to support me. The God also gave me a good brain and a strong and tough body to conquer any obstacles in my life. Lastly, the best gift from the God is my personalities---humourous, optimistic and a strong heart.
Talking about my future, I have a plan of applying a Holiday Visa to NZ to travel around the country and work. I think it's great because it'll broden my horizon,strengten my confident and might change my destiny. But I am worried about my self safety and the environment there. I know it is going to be tough and I am not sure whether I am tough enough.However, I am going to gather more information by surfing, reading and asking right people.
That's all. I am going to work hard. Physics chapter 3 and 4 and an excersice are awaiting before I go to bed. Gambateh!!!:)
Be humorous, confident and have faith in urself.
^^
I have lots to comment for the whole week.
First, I wpuld like to talk about my study. I had three tests which are Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics. I think I have done my best. I was happy with my Physics results. I got excellent. Hoever, I am going to work extra hard for other subjects. I wanna do my best so that I'll leave no regrets in life. Hahaha.
Although Form 6 is a tough path and it requires a lot of effort and hard work, my life is enhanced by true friends. They are always there to fight with me in the journey of getting a brilliant results in STPM. We study together, we help each other, we laugh together, we learn from each other and we have fun together. I'll cherish and appreciate my friends and I hope our friendship will last forever.
Furthermore, I would like to talk about keeping fit and healthy. As the saying goes" A man's meat is another man's poison". Sometimes I lose and sometimes I win. The triumph is always affected by a few factors-tiredness, strategies , skills and cheats. Moreover, teamates will also decide whether u r going to have a enjoyable game or not. Some of them are selfish. They wanna score all the points. Some are cunning, they always try to cheat by calling for fouls and foing the fouls.Some don't have faith in their teamates and don't let them to try. What they do is actually for their triumph and self pleasure. I can see and imagine how the society is like by observing their behaviours. However, I think the best countermeaure I can do is to make friends with those who have faith and trying to help me. Play with them in a team and u must be confident. Besides, I think I didn't play well because I was tired. I was told and encouraged to take part in modelling contest. I think that's a good experience for me but I must have the time.
To me, the biggest challenge for me is poverty. This is the task given by the God because He wanna train me to be a wholesome man. I have to think and work hard to overcome this challenge given by the God.To me, I think I should work hard and do well in academic and choose the course I like and do it with my heart and soul. Besides, the most important in haveing a great life is doing excersices and practising a healthy and balance diet. I will also need to strengten my soft skills like public speaking and leadership. However, I am gifted too. The God give me a warm family and true friends who always there to support me. The God also gave me a good brain and a strong and tough body to conquer any obstacles in my life. Lastly, the best gift from the God is my personalities---humourous, optimistic and a strong heart.
Talking about my future, I have a plan of applying a Holiday Visa to NZ to travel around the country and work. I think it's great because it'll broden my horizon,strengten my confident and might change my destiny. But I am worried about my self safety and the environment there. I know it is going to be tough and I am not sure whether I am tough enough.However, I am going to gather more information by surfing, reading and asking right people.
That's all. I am going to work hard. Physics chapter 3 and 4 and an excersice are awaiting before I go to bed. Gambateh!!!:)
Be humorous, confident and have faith in urself.
^^
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