I know myself better

I was invited by my bosom friends to attend a mask party
The party was organised was by a few seniors of my secondary school and attended by other seniors
I found that they have changed in some ways
Physically they look more beautiful and handsome o
Mentally ... I don't know how to say.... Some of them spending all the time and money on beautifying themselves and tackling girls to make their life more interesting... the dancers are good at dancing especially hot dance. I think they must be always clubbing
I actually don't enjoy the party because I am not used to this kind of life
To me that is not a good place to meet new friends as I think I have a different life from them.
Anyway, that is actually a good try and experience. I know myself better and I started appreciate the family and friends who love me
Furthermore I also found some of my weaknesses. I am ego,narrow-minded and I don't have confidence. That's why I didn't try to talk and interact with people.
Besides I need to start to know more about fashion
The dinner prepared is delicious. I wish I could have more o.

That's all.
I stop here.

Mood: Dim

That's why I didn't try