haiz...

Oh no!

My monthly test is coming next week.

I have got to work hard to get the best result I can get.

Haha

I'll show my results here later

Haha

In the evening, I went playing basketball at Pay Fong high school with some of my close basketball mates. After the SPM, we all spread and went to different places. Some of us went to KL to further study, some of us went for Form 6 like me and some of us started working. Before the games, I had some conversation with my mates. I think that our distanse is becoming further and further away. Our interaction has become different. My mates don't take their work seriously and enjoying their lives. They have the time to go clubbing, to sleep the wholeday and so forth. On the other hand, I have to maintain the consistency in my study and I have to look up books everyday. Besides, I have projects and presentation. I want to do them well. Furthermore, I don't enjoy going clubbing.:(

I can really really feel the gap.

Now, I have less friends and I am always lonely.

However, I'll have to adapt myself to the new environment and start making new friends.

Anyway, my mates are still my friends as we had fought together before.

haiz

so sad

I can feel the loneliness very strongly

haiz

Mood: Moody

Murderer!!!

As usual, I woke up at 9.00am then I had my breakfast. Actually I wanted to go jogging but unluckily it started to rain. I had to stay at home and study. I have lots of work waiting for me to finish during this holidays. I could hardly complete each of them. Anyway, I am still going on with my work.

Haha... I am afraid that I'll be ending up overweight if this condition is still going on.

After the physics tuition, I went for a movie with friends. The movie is called 'murderer' starring by the handsome and macho Aaron Kwok. It's an exciting and brain-cultivating movie. It uses the techniques of 'suspens'. I and my friends could not stop asking ourself whether who is the murderer. Out of the blue, the murderer is actually the .............Haha wanna to know, go and watch la.....

Sometimes, life is out of what we think. Sometimes it can become very wonderful and sometimes it may cause lots of pain to us. So UNPREDICTABLE....

However, we must carry on with our lives with faith and hope. Believing that there are something that is very precious in our lives waiting for us......waiting for us to reach them.

Oh yeah!!! It's time to blog!

Hahaha

It has been a very long time since my last blog.

I am going to blog again.

Oh yeah!!!

Let's start with some stuff that happened recently. First, It must be the Hong Kong film that I recently enjoyed watching. It's called ' Burning Flame 3'. I like the film very much because I really like the storyline that it is more to reality and I also found it's educational. Besides, the actors are well-builded, macho and have a very good dress sense. Haha... perhaps I learned some dressing skill from the film.

Furthermore, I joined the meeting held my Toastmaster and also a contest held by them. I am joining the club with the purpose of making new friends, improving public speaking skill and leadership. Haha... It's kind a social activities where I can meet all kind of people like engineer, housewife, businesswoman,college student and so on. I found it's fun. Hahaha...

In additon, I am having a one-week holiday now.

I have planned my schedule for my school work but I am behind schedule and I have got to rush. Hahaha... Besides, I have planned some outings with friends too

Chun Fatt

Today is really sick!!!

Yesterday, I was off.

I went to play basketball and unfortunately I was hit by my friends at my forehead o.

Then I went to see a doctor to get my wound stiched up.

Damn!! It cost me 70 ringgit.

Moreover, my friend was hit too

We look funny when we stand together o

Here is the photo

Hence I took m.c. today and I don't need to work .

I went out with my friends to watch movie o.

It is interesting and fun o. The movie is called'All about women'. The movie talks about the difference between the lives of three women that have different personalities living in a big and luxury city---Beijing. I like the storylines. It describes how the three women of different personalities interact and their love stories. The movie has given lots of new ideas about my life.

Then, I went gaming with my friends.

I lost all the games and I felt so frustrated and sick.

I ask myself why I am so stupid that I can not win even once.

For this moment, Ijust want to do what I want and live a happy life.

Others... I don't care.

Actually I dun excel in everything I did like Taekwando, basketball, swimming,socializing and so on. There are always someone better than me.

Sometimes, I feel very lonely as I can't find someone that I love.

Others... I don't care.

I'll fight for my dream as I don't want to be a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll never be a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have faith in myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mood: Helpless+ Dissapointed

Chun Fatt

p/s: I want to be the smartest person....................................